Recent Pictures

well, here are some pictures i've rounded up of me recently. when i was younger the bite wasn't too noticeable so it would be useless to put any of those on.

this was taken by a friend for a photoshoot she needed to do for class (i was the only one around or else i wouldn't have agreed, i hate having pictures taken because of my self consciousness, which is why i goof off the whole time)

another photoshoot one, i absolutely hate my profile oh my gosh like i look like a bird or something. my bite makes my whole face seem unproportioned

this is me at Much Music in Toronto, meeting the host. my bite isn't too bad here, but you can see my chin is bigger than normal people

oh god this one is horrible. this was the summer before grade ten (i'm in eleven right now) and i don't even know. i can not smile with my mouth closed

and another photoshoot picture. i don't even know where to begin with this one, i hate it so much i had to ask her to take it off of facebook. the bangs i had then didn't help me much either :P

this is me at a concert a month ago, so it's the most recent of all of these (and sorry they aren't in order, my phone screws it up when i send them i guess)

this was a photoshoot (by the same girl for the same reasons) done about a month ago, so also recent. this one isn't too bad, but you can still see that my face is much longer than it should be

ok this one was just....a creeper face, obviously. my friends and i do it often. however, as you can see, my chin juts out .....ew

another concert picture, this time from the side...also ew :P

oh my god i wish these didn't exist so i never had to know i looked like this, lol. honestly, my hair for one i don't even know what i was thinking so. and my bite, that one is very obvious.

this is from the photoshoot "bloopers" if you want to call them that. my chin sticking out here

my friend and i up at my cottage in grand bend, this one isn't too bad either but still

ugh another gross one

i guess this one isn't too horrible, but i hate most pictures of my unless i'm covering the lower half of my face so

i don't know why but i actually like this one, even though it makes my underbite quite obvious. i think it's because, even though it's obvious, it doesn't looks so (in my opinion) awful like usual. of course, when i look at it often i begin to go "ew" again so

another "blooper" one. when the quality isn't good it's because they've been cropped. this one is fairly self explanatory

this was my grade ten semi. not a horrible picture, but jaw is still not right, obviously :P

another awful picture from the "bloopers"

me with a kitten that belong (-ed, it ran away :( ] to the girl i babysit for. so cute! me? not so much :P

this is the oldest one, from back in grade eight. almost four years ago! it's so crazy it feels like only months. you can see my jaw isn't too bad, i'd say it's in the early stages of the obvious underbite

so a clear profile, you can see the chin and underbite and such

another picture i hate

and i guess that's it! well, i hope you've enjoyed looking through my horrible pictures, i sure haven't lol!

i honestly can't wait for surgery though. hopefully when i go into the orthodontist in january we'll be able to see what the progress looks like right now and when they think surgery will be happening. 

at first i was a little wary, when they went through everything about the surgery with me and such. i have never backed out, or even come close really, but i have been sort of nervous. now though, i guess there is still some nervousness, which is expected awaiting surgery, but other than the normal fears i am completely on board! i am so insecure and i can't wait to finally feel comfortable. well, i probably won't be completely happy still, but i'll be a LOT less self conscious than i am now. 

thanks for reading!! 

ps i probably won't be posting again until january ish if i get any more news then, because i don't think anything interesting will be coming up anytime before that. if i don't post, then have a merry (and safe!) Christmas and a happy New Year!